Love is Eternal !

I still think Humanity is doomed to perish.. but Love will prevail!

Yesterday i had the experience of watching a movie in the outdoors, a group of students from an art school organized a movie preview projected on a wall, the movie was Monty Python - The Meaning of Life that i hadn't watch before, i had only seen the other two movies.

We were thirty people tops, there was free beer and popcorn and the movie was free to see, we just had to go and sit on the fine cement benches. It was one of the most beautiful and lovely experiences i had in my entire 25 years of existence!

I loved seeing a few people enjoying the movie in the outdoors, their faces, reactions and that feeling of joy that was in the air, it was magical!
It made me feel once again the good side of mankind that everyone talks about and loves!

Thank you guys and girls for this wonderful experience i will never forget, it will live forever in my heart and mind!

Pedro Pires

If... I wish... I will...

If humanity doesn't crumble into space dust, resting in the third planet of our solarsystem... I would very much like to reach my 40 years old with a long black beard and a long grizzly hair, dressed all in black.
I think it's the most characteristic aspect of a "metalhead", i am a metalhead now and will always be until i die, metal will live on, no matter what, metal will be part of the universe!
Metal is a perfect recreation, in a artistic way, of energy bursting it's way through the Universe(s), energy will always be everywhere, anywhere... Metal is energy in what we call music, it can drive you slow, walking... And it can make run 50 kilometers or 50 galaxies, rushing your way, only being able to see bright colors on your sides!

Today, tomorrow, forever (!) i will be a metalhead, it pushes me to face the world everyday... My last three words are:
Metal, Beer, Joint !


May the world be at peace for this night, because tomorrow we have major problems to solve !

May humanity push forward to progress, i would LOVE to live until my 80's and see the world evolving to a bright future, a good sci-fi'ish movie world with everything clean, preserved, warless, stupidless!

Come on Humans, we can do it, throw away that stupidity and feel the world, the people, the trees... Nature!
Let's not let our best awesome friend crumble, because we will die... And we deserve it if we continue our lifestyle, but it would be more awesome to appear in the history e-books referenced as the age of evolution, that growth of the senses that let us grow technologically and mentally, the burst that threw us out to the Universe(s) through knowlodge, feelings, awareness, love...

Goodnight friend!
I might not kno...Well... The probability of me not knowing you, the person reading this text, is very high, and even a bit higher if there's no one even reading this. If so these words will be stalled in some servers, unmoving, unseen, they can be fiction if not seen by anyone besides me, no one read them, seen them, hence, they might not even exist in a philosophical way.

Pedro Pires

You damn ....... bastard !!

What do you call a person that has the deep feeling that humanity fucked up the world so much that we have no solution, but doesn't do anything to avoid it because it's innevitable ?



Can't everybody open their eyes and feelings and stop being idiot?
Why does humanity think so small... Green is way better if it's vegetation growing not dying with numbers across it..

Let's burn our old bad habits and advance to a higher state of being, we have to evolve into something better, something more user friendly!

Medically Controlled Suicide

I searched the web about this subject and all that i found was people talking about a "controled suicide", wich is the term they use for tumors that induce the cells to commit suicide, sort of speaking...

But for a moment, bare your thoughts with me.

We could learn alot with a group of people that commited controled suicide, what i mean is, a person commiting a suicide that can be reversed that is, obviously there's always a risk or even more than one, but there're people that just do everything for money... I would gladly join for the sake of studying the electrical discharges that the brain and the so called soul would do, studying that higher state of mind and body that can take the thoughts and experiences out of the borderline of reality and ethereal realm or whatever name you want to call it.
Ofcorse there would be forms that would have to be signed to agree with the whole process and legality (that would be greatly talked and even unnaproved by most of the close minded people), but, for example once again, i would do it just to experience it and transmit what i felt, sensed and witnessed with my own "eyes", mind, body and the so called soul that noone can even say what it is or if it even exists.

Think about it, it could take the whole humanity to a higher level of thinking, philosophy for example would love the "boost" of thinking people that would spurt out from those experiences.

Humanity should be more open minded, the risks when overpassed are way more compensating than not taking them!

Pedro Pires

Stale born

THE THEORY

Everything revolves around something. Our solarsystem revolves around the Sun just like any other solarsystem. We revolve around the Sun while "sitting" on Earth.
Earth, a miscroscopic massive planet that's small enough to stay undetected on the whole Universe and yet, billions of humans live and die on it's surface, becoming part of it.

We are thinking beings that want to evolve and scatter around "our planet" and, eventually, around The Universe if we can survive our "driving force". Some of us are driven by an objective, others by an idea, a person, a material, a concept... Whatever word you want to call it, we are driven by it, and why? What drives us to do what we do, think what we think, act like we act? We feel love, hatred, pain, pleasure and much more, those feelings are either physical or impulses in our brain that, in a way, is physical and yet it's an aura that involves the human being in a wave of emotions.

Where does that "driving force" comes from? Some say their effort for mental and material evolution is for the sake of mankind, to allow our race to evolve and become one group, united for a reason that will make us all happy and well with eachother. Some say that concept is impracticable because we are all different and yet we're all the same race, the same unique kind of living being, only with different points of view, feelings, physical reactions and such. There isn't a single "driving force" that's universal for humanity. Well, the most logical reason would be humanity itself, but that isn't a concept, that's a group of equally different beings that neutralize eachother, either by different feelings or by putting an end to another human beings life.

The "driving force" will be the center of our demise, Humanity will cease to exist in the future, no matter how close or far, we will be our own undertaker, either intentionally or intentionally.

MY COMMENT

I started to lose my "driving force" some long months ago. We build to destroy, to rebuild and make everything well in our way to the end... Well, it's self explanatory, we are unable to please everyone, just the ones that share our thoughts or feelings. There will always be conflicts between our own race because of our brain, our cells that make us think and act voluntarily or involuntarily.
If we are able to evolve, then let's evolve in a higher level of mentality, put our differences aside, instrospect and really feel, but that wont be possible. I know it's harsh to say this, but some beings of our race aren't mentally evolved to achieve that state, i am not evolved enough, none of us is at this moment, we are evolving too sloppy.
We have no purpose of existance, what good will we bring to The Universe, to life itself, not only human but every living being, at this particular moment of evolution? Nothing... We should evolve before flying out of our lair, our cave.

In my opinion, human evolution is doomed and thus my "driving force" is doomed, i don't find anything that's worth enough to treasure human beings, we all have downsides between ourselves, we all make mistakes and are either conscious about them or not, and most of the times we are. We all have a good side that gets bashed by our bad side, and The Universe will suffer more then we will ever do!
Humanity won't be a plus on The Universe equation, it will wreck everything on the whips of mad beings thinking they are doing good, in their own way.
My mother always told me not to harm anyone, not to get in trouble and be careful, i did that most of the times, sometimes i got into trouble and faced the consequences, now that i grew up i REALLY feel the harm that is being done all around our tiny shallow planet, and thus again my "driving force" is even further away from me...

Why does Humanity have to be stupid?
!! EVERYONE JUST STOP !!
Put all the differences aside and look at each other, feel them without touching, just look into other peoples eyes and really feel!
But hey, like that will ever happen...

Sincerely, Pedro Pires.